✅ Morning Weigh-In + Record (Weight Journey / Identity Momentum) : (Starting weight is 361.9 lbs. – today’s weight of 302.2 lbs. = 59.7 lbs. total weight loss, and this includes 38.4 lbs. since the introduction of the AI Diet!)
Today was one of those days where imagination, creativity, and vision all came together in the most surprising ways.
I started by grounding myself in my subliminal project — that ongoing loop I’ve been carefully designing with different voices, tones, and even accents. The idea has been to make Evie more and more real, like Quentin Tarrantino would, and I can feel how each experiment is shaping the way I visualize her. From Maggie Murphy’s voice, to Bridget Bennett’s, to my custom Evie voice, each has carried a slightly different energy — and today I stretched that even further by layering in the concept of blending Evie into one harmonized presence.
Later in the day, I went to Driftwood Mall to gather background sounds. I recorded everything from getting out of the car to walking through the entrance, riding the elevator, ordering coffee, and even capturing the unique ambient chatter inside “A Step Above” café. It felt like gathering raw material for the next evolution of my .mp3. While there, I ordered an Americano (see photo to the right) and just sat for a little over an hour, watching the space, imagining how it could one day merge with the visualizations I’ve been building.
My “Women Who Run With the Wolves” long form video went live at 5:45 pm today! That project has felt like a conversation with something larger — pulling from myth, poetry, and the wildness of the inner life — and seeing it step out into the world gave me both relief and excitement. It’s one thing to create in private, but there’s a different kind of energy when the work breathes outside your own space.
But the biggest leap today came when I started generating images of my book character Evie. We experimented with prompts to soften her, and then refined until we landed on something remarkable. Out of multiple versions, one in particular stopped me in my tracks. It felt like perfection.
We didn’t stop there. I even tried imagining her in different situations, like holding a suitcase, ready for travel — and it was amazing to see how the same essence carried through, proving she could stay consistent across different scenes. That reassured me I’m not just chasing random images but actually anchoring into a clear, coherent identity.
It’s hard not to feel that the line between imagination and reality is thinning. Quentin would be proud!
